August 04, 2005 Lock me up. I need to study. Get so tired after class that all I do when I get home is sleep, eat, tv, bath and computer. Yea. And I could have found better use of most of the time. And if this continues I have to stop working to have 2days to study. Then there would go my money flow. What more the course's near it's ending. I don't want to fail. I don't plan to fail. I can't fail.
Save me. And I can guarentee that this month's pay would most probably not be enough to cover my transport and food. Exclude all the junkies. Oh dread. How to survive?
Can't even afford to pay for my own exams myself. Feel like those jobless(rather useless too) teenagers who take money to splurge without sparing a thought to how hard it is for the parent's to earn that sum of money. Oh I feel so bad.
Still feeling rather numb about this course. Just for the reason it's not my first choice. But I'm wondering if I'd ever regretted being here, or not being there.
Oh. So many things bugging me. I want to see the fireworks. Got my off that day. xD That thought makes me happy.